Despairing me

Why I don’t have the courage to tell her that I miss her…
I had suffered for 3 weeks!!!
3 weeks only, I also miss her like hell already, then how bout the rest of the two month?!
T.T I’m really gonna die…
I can’t even take the phone, search for her name and press the call button! What a useless person I am…
I… I just don’t have the courage.
Loving someone is happiness but missing someone is SUFFERING!!!